I Think It's Love...

I know I'm 13. But honestly, I do not give a fuck. I fucking feel like I'm in love. You have no idea. Have you ever thought about somebody so much it hurts? And you just want to be with them every second of the day? Have you ever wanted them so bad that you couldn't function without seeing that person? It's so amazingly amazing just to hear their voice of see their face. I can't help it. I had a sort of summer thing with this guy and it was....magical? I just...I honestly feel like I'm in love. I haven't been able to get him off of my mind for the longest time and he's one of the 'cool' guys at school so it's not like I could just walk up to him and be like, "I'm in love with you." It just hurts so bad because I don't just love him, I'm in love with him.  But when you're in love, you're supposed to want to do anything just to be with that person, but I'm not at my level of confidence where I can do that yet. Why is everything so fucking complicated ?! :( Whatever. I'm going to sleep now considering it's 2 a.m. Bye. 

Quote Of The Post: Love hurts. Deal with it. 

XO, The Girl Behind The Laptop.