Confidence.

Okay. Today is a little lesson on confidence. It's 1:37 a.m. and frankly, I do not give a fucking damn. Bitches need to here this shit. Actually, it's the truth, not shit. Okay, in today's society we have a lot of pressure on us. It's not just like, "Oooo, you need to be perfect or you're not cool." No, it's not enough to those people. Society digs down deep to your core and finds your weaknesses and uses that against you. It's not enough that we are trying to live up to the expectations are parents put on us, and than we see all these girls in magazines and on t.v. and in movies. I know that wherever I go there's at least, a million items saying stuff like, "Look whose modeling." or "New star has a hot bod!" But than we have all of the regular people in our lives. I know that even in my own house, I get jealous of my sister because she is incredibly gorgeous and I'm incredibly not. Or at least most of the time I feel like I'm not. But there's just a lot of people and things around us that makes us feel not beautiful and it sucks. It really and truly does suck.
But first off, I think to feel beautiful, you have to look beautiful. I know that when I definitely feel beautiful, I hold myself up with confidence and I feel gorgeous. When you have confidence, you are pretty. I know that it's hard to get confidence but I've heard that apparently when you get it, it's hard to go back to hating yourself. I am not trying to sit here and tell you how to feel good about yourself. I'm telling you that you are not alone in not feeling beautiful. And I also can't say that I think everybody is beautiful, because I truly don't feel that way. And it's means, but it's true. I do not truly think that everybody is pretty, or nice, or cute, or funny. It's a fact of life. But does that mean we should let it get in our way of living? Fuck no. So, I guess sometimes we have to just say fuck it and leave the house in sweats, a bun and no makeup, because that's life and that's what the fuck is going to happen sometimes. But nobody has any idea how badly I want everybody to feel beautiful and to feel free. I think just because I may not think you are gorgeous, you should feel gorgeous. Because I don't know, I'm just going to contradict myself here. You are beautiful. Everybody is beautiful. Whatever. Contradictions fucking rock. Alright biotches, I lubbedd you. :p Bye young homies.

Quote Of The Post: Fuck everybody, because nobody's as important as you and your fabulous ass.

XO, The Girl Behind The Laptop.