TGBTL Tells It All: Chapter 1.

So I might not be the golden one. When a tragedy happens and you can't seem to get through a day without feeling depressed, thoughts of suicide or crying, you're supposed to get help, right? Guys, there's something wrong with me. I think. So I feel like my life is all screwed up. I feel like nobody gets it and why is every single amount of pressure put on me?!?!?!?!?! Does anybody have any idea how much it sucks?
My dad is scum.
My cousin is dead.
My mom is never around. 
My sister lives with the worst woman to ever live.
I hate it. why does life just seem to suck somtimes it is just like nobody gives a crap anymore and nobody see's my sadness when i cry i go into my bathroom and cry for a few minutes and than i have to immediately stop and pretend like i wasnt crying and drink water and make funny faces so my face stops being red when i go back out to my family and i have to stop my crying and it sucks. but, i'm done right now. i'll talk to you guys later. Bye.


Quote Of The Post: Don't sweat the small stuff.


XO, The Girl Behind The Laptop.