Many Things.
Long time no see, huh bitches? My apologies but little Ms. Blogger has been quite busy. First off, we're talking about insecurities. These things could eat me alive, literally. There are things I don't like my about myself. I'm starting to accept everything but I am flat-chested, semi-ass, and a big nose. Everything else is pretty much good but I haaaaate my nose with a passion. I can't wait to be 18 because I really want to get a nose job. But I'm going to learn to accept them, obviously because I have like 6 more years until I can do anything about it, so yeah. And basically, I now have this anon account on twitter for lacrosse girls 'laxtitutes' search urban dictionary to find out what that means and I'm talking to this guy who is 16 and I told him I was 17 when really I'm 13. And esperanza is probably reading this and being like wtf is wrong with her? Nobody knows esperanza besides me but that's okay. And anyway, we just kept dming back and forth tonight and I'm kind of hoping he doesn't ask to talk to me on the phone or an instagram picture because I'll be f. u. c. k. e. d. But that's about it. But my idea for girls with insecurities in my school is I'm going to take a sharpie with me to school and just write in big letters 'you're beautiful babe' on the mirror just to make people feel good. So I'm going to do that tomorrow and I think it will be really good. I'm going to take a picture of it and put it up and I think that's about it. Yeah. As always, its just me and no judging hoes.
Quote of the post: insecurities are a girls worst weakness.
XO, The Girl Behind The Laptop.
Amanda I see you are still lying and pretending to be someone your not. How is the ass chin family & your brother you don't seem to mention. Oh yes I knew it was you, lol.
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ReplyDeleteGal, you are maturing, you are improving if you really do write 'you're beautiful babe'. It is much more satisfying to be in a mutual compliment society than a mutual put down society
At least this posting is less hate filled and sad then the one you left here:
http://behindthelaptop.blogspot.com/2012/08/the-girls-i-hate.html?showComment=1373385647015#c3182883931670338753 and "...just to make people feel good." is a most definite improvement,especially over just a few month's time.
However, I think the last PS on the last comment is still very applicable. Hopefully by 18 you will have matured a bit more emotionally regarding your self respect (read your own posting on the mirror). At least you have the brains to realize the traps you are falling into. Good gal! Your showing improvement! (too bad about the grades tho).
Hay girl, don't feel bad about yourself - no matter how you look a gal can always get a guy, but she may have to make the first move and thus be put down as a "slut" by other women (and men unfortunately) for the heinous crime of acting like a man. See above link for other comments about the term "slut" being a compliment, or at least should be one.
Some advice to girl: if you are pretending to be what you are not, make it a bit easier to believe. If you are IMing with a 16 yo, say you are 15 instead of 17 as you are less likely to be doubted (you do sound more 13 than 17 in these posts, sorry, but fortunately that will pass with time). Also, sad to say, most guys are intimidated by older women.
Some advice to Anonymous: Keep in mind Mark Twain's advice "It is best to keep your mouth shut and be thought an idiot rather than open it and remove all doubts". If you guess right you are just being mean spirited and degrading yourself by putting down another and if wrong you have shown yourself to be one big idiot.
Yo so did that herb parsley shit work on you? Cause I got a major problem, I'm 15 and ain't got no period and I honestly lie to all my friends and told them and I got it. Plus I got some spotting a month ago but nothing after that.. So yea I just wanna know if it worked on u so I could try it on myself.
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