365 Days Of 2013: Day 1

First off, HAPPY NEW YEARS BITCHES <333 OHMYGERSH. Guys, it's a new year. And new things have already happened. I know I haven't updated for a little bit but I have written 2 posts and than I deleted them. I didn't like them really and besides I wanted to start the whole, '365 Days' thing. But anyway, before the new year ended I found this guy, Liam. We met at the local bagel shop everybody in my town goes to mostly. And we started talking. One night or morning I should say at like 1:30 a.m., he asked his brother to take him to taco bell for me and he brought me it. And than we went to the movies together and we kissed and we've been texting. But yesterday, new years eve, we couldn't hang out and he has known this girl for a while and she went over his house. His parents were out and he was watching his little brother. So when the ball dropped, he kissed her. And they were talking about it on Twitter and I follow him. Like are you fucking kidding me bro? We have been talking, you kissed me, we fucking hang out. I might not be your official girlfriend, but I might as well be. The fuck is this shit?!?! And than last night, I drank 3 Mike's alcohol drinks and a smirnoff ice and I had the worst fucking hangover of my life. Mind you, I'm 13 and I have never drank before, so I was obviously going to be a leightweight. I'm 13, 80 pounds and 5.3''. Who wouldn't be a lightweight? So yeah. That was my new years. But today was...well...okay. I kind of forgave him. Because that would have been stupid to just throw away a guy I really like just because he kissed some other girl. And he does treat me good. And when we text, he calls me beautiful and gorgeous and princess. And I love it <3. And he sends me good morning and good night texts. And we talk on the phone for hours. It really doesn't get any better than that. But the thing is, he's also in 10th grade. So he's 16 and I'm...13. That's only a three year difference. But still, my mother probably wouldn't be to happy, she sorta kinda knows. But I'm also getting a belly button ring for my 14th birthday! It's in June and my mom, being the decision maker of that one, said if I was good and shit that she would let me get one, no second thoughts. So that's good. Just in time for Summer too. Because all though I don't like it when guys slap my ass or something, it will give me an advantage with them. But if things keep going well with Liam...than only he gets to see it ;) And today was a pretty good day despite my sadness for his 'cheating'. But I'm going to go. I'll talk to you tomorrow loves. Goodbye.

Quote of the post: Don't be the reason she doesn't trust guys. 
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Trust is like a piece of paper, once you crumple it, it can never be perfect again. But you can try and flatten it out.

XO, The Girl Behind The Laptop.