okay so I'm just writing this sucky post quickly because I'm in gym and all but literally I give up on guys. Remember the post I wrote about me thinking its love? Yeah well eff my fucking life to fucking oblivion. Yea well I just witnessed him kiss a girl that I'm friends with...kind of and than he told his friend that he loved her and I'm pissed
But than there's this other really hot guy Michael Bovenzi who doesn't even know I exist. He's just my cousins other boyfriend.
Technically.
He's in fucking love with her but she has a boyfriend. But than there's this OTHER guy, Sean, who I've talked about before and he's still perfect and funny and cute and than theres Rex and he's ughhh!
Alright now im writing on my computer again because I'm home and yes. So on facebook, I did the whole: like for honestly & best feature, inboxed. Sean liked it and I wrote that I liked him and his eyes for best feature because you have to see this fucking boys eyes. I want to fucking look into them and sleep forever. I know that sounds creepy but they're not contacts and they're fucking perfect ! But anyway, I have 6th and 7th and 8th period tomorrow with him and I hope 6th isn't awkward. Because for 7th and 8th, we have double period living enviorment and I sit in the back so we don't ever talk or see each other. EV-ER. but in 6th period, my entire class talks all of the time and we always talk and now it's going to be really fucking awkward. crap, i shouldn't have told him. im jumping off the empire state building right now. going to kill myself, bye loves. goodbye.
Quote Of the Post: Leaps of faith aren't always that fucking smart, asshole.
XO, The Girl Behind The Laptop.
P.S. he just wrote back and said 'thx' literally. those 3 fucking letters. please fucking shoot me in the head right fucking now. i want to die. let me die. See what happens when I try to like a guy? It blows up in my face! I tell him I really like him and I loove his eyes. and he says, 'thx'. I swear, it's like I'm fucking invisible to the opposite sex and I'm being serious here. I really like him and I thought he liked me, but since I don't have boobs, I'm irrelevant. Bye.
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